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I can no longer endure this 2/26/11 12:16 PM

Dear __________,

I've been keeping this feeling for a year plus and i waited yet no one knew about it till this year that some started to notice how i am treating you because i couldn't take it anymore.I didn't even get to show much last year and just kept quiet and showing hates to you.You should know,I don't even mean it.But I'm too scared to show my feelings.I fear of getting hurt once again.I don't know what made me get so attracted to you and i don't know why i fell for you.I know that you knew.And things, i know started to get awkward.I can sense that.I feel like giving you up because i know things won't work up like how i want it to be but just that something telling me to hold on to you.I am starting to get jealous and it affect my Mood swing badly.I am trying not to cross the line,but right now i feel like killing myself for being so stupid.The stupidity of being jealous.And i know jealous is not even and option for me.Who am i to feel that way?I am just your crush.Duh!and Today i felt so suckish.I shouldn't have even saw those.Fcuk it.I actually did put on hopes which i know i shouldn't.Why am i so fcuking stupid,right?I don't know why i did that for.I don't know why of all others i had feelings for you.there should be something wrong somewhere.seriously.I told myself to stay away from you but how am i suppose to when you're so fcuking near?How could i even resist it?One point of time i thought God might be helping us.If One day,you were to read this(idk if i would still be waiting or not) if yes then you should tell me that you know how i felt and get straight to the point to your feelings.If there's nothing to brag about then you should just tell me to stop putting on hopes.Its better that way.
And if you didnt knew,Since last year even tho i don't update this blog often BUT each time i update it WAS ALWAYS about you.You can see those 'up & downs' of how i felt.and the Song Lyrics i put.....i know its way too much.I feel even like a fool now to cry over you at some point out of the 'love'feelings for you.Now i feel like laughing my ass out for being so stupid.But right now,I just want you to tell me.Idc if it hurts rather than..... nevermind. \sighs/

THIS ENTRY IS SO STUPID!I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT KIND OF ENGLISH I AM USING.