I smiled i laughed i tried to stay that way.
I was forcing it too much.
Because i had to.. infront of you.
How could i even afford to show a sad emotion infront of you.
I'm sorry i had to break down infront of you that day.i know i shouldn't.
I'm such a fool.I know that.
Just too much drama happened this week.
I'm starting to hate you but i can't get over you just yet.
YOU still lingers in my thoughts.
Its so hard to let you understand.
everythings for you is a joke.
I think i was out of my mind to even consider someone like you.
I'm disgusted.
Friends tell me you're driving me crazy.
The worst i ever had
And that i must get over you.
Of course they should be pleasant to finally hear me say
"He's just not worth waiting for"
After seeing me in such a mess.
I neglect my surroundings,
Its time for me to get back to where i used to be,
to who i am,
to who i am happy with,
Just need to Get back my life.
The Happy-go-lucky one.
I need to get out of this mess.