My throat is in pain.

Let's start off with School.The one week of school holiday was Short! -_- I wish for it to get extended.My school bag is gettin heavier TT.TT I hate it . Havin backache. TT.TT Had Speech Day on Friday. and So i took part in the STomp it performance. Lol. I know right but it was all good.Had been real busy this week. really Really busy. And i am getting sick so often because i don't get enough rest and sleep.I need some vitamin.Oh No! And My face would get swollen so often TT.TT and the teachers in school keep complementing me that i am losing weight and looking different.Miss Norita's comment was the most JJANG. She,"You too stress already for N's isit?" I was like -_____- .LOL! seriously but Mdm Wang was the first who notice me.What's new? she always tries provoked me to lose weight.But seriously i didn't even go on diet or whatsoever.perhaps because i'm just too busy and i skip meals often.

okay! Shall Move on cause I'm still fat no matter what. :D

My pimples is so weird.seriously.And i'm havin scars on my face TT.TT and my eye bags had became worst!It got wrinkled! :( I Really need to take care of myself right. mmmmmm.....What else?

My Love life?Hmmm. I think I've finally got over him just only that bits and pieces of him are still wandering around.But Yeah I'll be over it soon.I'm havin a complicated Love Life now. seriously.I Don't know what else to do to get out of it.

Its like I know how it feels to get hurt and have someone who gives you high hopes and waited for someone cause I've done that like a couple of times But right nowI'm doing it. I'm telling this person that he should give me up.And Guess he cut all ties with me when i havent even told him the whole reasons.Hmm.Nice.I have my own reasons.I don't want to hurt him,but YES i do have feelings for him to.During that time,he kept me wondering and I'm just waiting for him to tell me but in the end,nothing.but yeah i got his hints.But he should been even more braver.But the thing that i really don't get it is that .... ugh.nevermind forget it.But i really do miss the old times.Tho I'm not really into finding relationships but I want you as much as i want this friendship to last.I don't know if He would be reading this but To Him,Seriously i miss you.I just wish that on that day you would have stayed and hear what i have to say.I just wish that you could just give me a text or beep me up.I don't know how else to get hold of you when you suddenly MIA.Tho i Know deep down you didn't want me to know that there's someone who's trying to fight for you but I hear your heart and still i can feel your sincerity.So Please,Just talk to me and don't run away.