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This site belongs to a photographer/fashion designer-to-be(cheyy like real) named Dwi Herisa Azman.I am just another plain girl who likes to blabber about guys. Tell me which girls doesnt? I live around the west side of Lion City and study in one of the Future School in Singapore. Laughing is already 50% of me.I Blog about my daily life.You can add me up in MSN(Dwiesha_young_myheart@Hotmail.com)or even Facebook and follow me up on Twitter. I am Friendly, I Love Pink. I would laugh everytime I make cookies with a black base. I watch Korean movies, Dramas & Series.Now I wish to have a Korean Boyfriend.
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I Just Dont Get it 8/11/11 12:30 PM

You know I’ve always been the one making the first move. And yeah obviously i regretted every steps i took. Because i just couldn’t picture how embarrassing it was for a girl to confess to guy especially when he has eyes for someone else. I really can’t imagine i did that not only once but thrice or more i think. Apparently after the last time i did,I kind of lost confidence i might say tho everyone thought i was so brave and they’re proud of me.Indirect first confess was with bestfriend’s cousin.LOL IKR.Well He’s a nice guy,No doubt,He’s like one out of the best!pretty much he’s like a brother since he’s a year older.then the next confess was like few years back,I had a crush on my senior.Yeah we talked and text-ed each other for quite sometime and he some sort of ~~‘ditch’~~me? And then i don’t know what happened. Then for the second time was also with a Senior,I seriously don’t want to talk about him but he’s the worst out of the worst.He’s this ~~DUMBFUCK~~ guy.And the most recent and the last[i think] LoL i kind of got a great impact from this since He’s in the same year as i do and we’re friends.Idk but how can you not fall in love with someone who like fcuking so much care for you like no other guys did.When the first time we hang out [when i was still clinging onto that~~DUMBFUCK~~ guy] its like “owww his cool,he’s funny” etc and like no butterflies in the stomach until one day When like he suddenly change the way he treats you [maybe i took it the wrong way = He’s just starting to feel comfortable].He did those things that i never expected.And you know like in those dramatic movies when there’s lightning going across from eye to eye,yeah its just like it and BAM whenever he’s near,i couldn’t stop myself from being super nervous.And then as per usual,i couldnt keep my mouth shut and people starts to notice and rumors spreading,The GOOD thing is that he acts like he doesn’t know anything tho i know that he knew and i finally gather every liter of my courage to speak up to him.And i think He’s the one out of the guy on the list that had been this frank. Well he said that He’s sorry because He couldn’t return back the feeling and so on.And Like he’s been waiting for this Babe for like 2 years [well i understand how it feels to wait] and he’s like saying we could just stick to being close friends despite my feelings for him. Apparently, Close Friends = Complete Stranger.Idk whats the problem but he just wouldn’t talk to me after that day that…..whatever. ~~Can i rewind the time back? :(~~ I really want to know why he's so scared of me being super cheerful! =_= Ahhh I Miss you L. I mean not as a Lover But as Friend.remember how all of us like to tease each other and joke around.I miss those hang outs. Now you wouldn't even want to come along knowing that i would be there. What isit that he fcuking told you?Idk why he's even protecting me and telling me that liking you would affect him. WTH! i just dont get it!

Labels: If you're scare of my smile n laughters, Look whats happening now.I'm forcing myself to fcuking ignore you