I've always complain about wanting to have a boyfriend,but I don't think i was all ready. I don't know if what i really need was a good guy bestfriend or someone who i could use and throw him when i don't need him.But its really hard to find one.Well I'm not saying there isn't.

Of course there is.But sometime when you develop feelings for each other,that's when things can go wrong.

Its really difficult for me to go over the line.We've been sharing gazillion love life stories and i'm now so afraid to tell you about everything i am going through.

Well wtf am i blabbering about?

I know how to not go too over board with infatuation.Well you're just my eye candy thats all :)

On the other hand,fcuk no. Is history gonna repeat itself?Its been years and i am still not over you.I kept thinking that he's you.Lol right? I miss you damn freaking much.Even if it was just a day,coincidentally bumping into each other,I promise you that i would be the most happiest girl in the world.You left the biggest memory and left with a few steps within a second.I really do miss you.I miss your text.I miss your calls.I miss your voice.I miss looking at you.I miss being shy by your present.I miss falling asleep while waiting for your text.I just miss everything and every moment.